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2010-03-10T13:39:00.000-08:00

She left on d 28th of March, leaving me for d second time. I sent her off, not very happy. This time, she will be overseas for 3 weeks ! But, it's okay! Now, we replaced Web cam with emails. As there's a lil problem with my webcam, and that I'm working all day, hence, we use emails instead.

Got a iPhone for fun, got quite some games to accompany me while she's away, but it's still not enough. But it's okay! When she's back, she's gonna rest awhile and then, We will be going to Genting on d 22nd to 25th of March. Getting a short break for us both, before she starts full time, letting me to rest for a few days from work.

Anyone is interested to work with me and her at Screening Room? =)

These few weeks gonna be with all of my guys, be it drinking or whatever, it's still fun. Right? Aaron, Calvin and Derek? HAHA ! (y'all know what I mean) XD

Hmm, just sent her a long email, before I eat and sleep. Oh my god, lil did I notice that I didn't send her an email for like 1 and a half day ? She's chasing after me for it! HAHA! SORRY.

Hmm, I'm quite lazy to write now that the Mac's delivery had just arrived. Alright, I'll update later. Sorry guys, BYE~~~~~

2009-11-18T01:36:00.000-08:00

Her family is going over to philippines for 1 month!

OMG~!

During this 1month, I've gotta go over and accompany her as much as possible.

Hmm, actually thought of joining them as well. But then I gotta work and then since she said that there's nothing to play over there, so, we decided to stay here instead.

Wa, that chalet for Nov, is crazy! Theodore was so drunk that he came out with some scissors while we're playing "Rock and Paper Game"

D game goes this way, when it's your turn, you've to show either your full palm(stone) or fist(paper) and shout out.

Now this is d tricky part, as d game gets faster, the chances d mistakes is being made is higher.

And for those who are drunk, makes mistakes over and over again, just like Theodore.

Another candidate of drunks-list will be Aaron Ng, who fell asleep halfway and that he couldn't continue with d game.

And you know what?

Halfway our sleep, we heard one guy in d toilet vomiting so loudly that it woke quite a few people up. Although I just tried to sleep anyway, I was awaken by it. Damnit, Aaron.

You vomited on my FBT shorts ! I was supposed to use it d next day. My poor mother have to wash d toilet while everyone is sleeping.

On d same night, before everyone was drunk or unconscious, we were having a barbecue downstairs our room. Think we bought too much food or shall we say? d other group didn't eat much.

D second day was not bad, went to Wild Wild Wet, had a great day there, shocked Theodore with d Slide, took off Nandha's pants in d pool. Now you know who's d kings huh Nandha? Never try to take off our pants ever when you don't have any backups. =)

After d Wild Wild Wet, we went back to d chalet and get changed, rested for awhile then headed to d movie, Poker King.

Not a bad show, quite funny. And till now, I remember a phrase, "看你穿黑色的bra, 我请你吃一块哈密瓜".

haha, only remembered this phrase out of all. XD

Second night was not that fun already since that Aaron and Calvin left d chalet. D other friends never turn up. Fuck you Endrita and Zewen.

Forgot to remind Wee, Sorry bout that yea.

Second night, there's only Eugene left to accompany us.

D next morning, my mother went to buy a small Mahjong table as well as d Mahjong.

So we had Mahjong for d whole day till evening, we left d chalet.

We wasted one night, but it's alright.

Back home, Packed my wardrobe. Wa, when is d last time I packed it ?

Never mind, there's no difference. So had it done and sleep.

That's all for d chalet as I'm lazy to recall and write it down here.

BYE~~~

Next episode: D 1 month spent without her family.

BACK FROM TOKYO!

2009-11-03T09:25:00.000-08:00

WEEE~

We're back with lots of fun and presents.

Tell you, Tokyo, Japan rocks man.

First of all, they are clean and then d weather is like outdoor air-con.

Second, people are polite and they treated us well.

Third, WA! all of them is like so organized. Those who doesn't wanna rush, keep to d left of d escalator in order for those who wanna rush, will be able to rush through d right hand side.

I can't believe it! I couldn't buy any cigarettes over there! D minimum age is 20 for drinking as well as smoking. hahaha!

Wa! smoking room or corners are so hard to find over there. And best of all, You can't walk while you smoke. That's a good way to quit smoking I think ?

D hotel was fine. =) enjoyed it. Glad that it was near to d metro station which enable us to travel faster and easier.

We went Shibuya, Shinjuku, Ginza, Tokyo Tower and of course ! Disneyland.

It was sumptuous of fun over there !

D traffic was a lil messy because when d "green man" lights is on or flashing, people cross straight, right, left, diagonally and whatever directions. We captured it using camera as well.

Photos were all updated in Facebook. Check it out!

We had our buffet breakfast in d hotel, lunch in Macdonald's, Yoshinoya, Sushi store and Ramen store. The Ramen was fantastic, nothing that I've tasted in Singapore.

Sushi was expensive. ONE piece of "mostly fatty tuna sushi" cost me SGD$10.

Their Macdonald's have Chicken Teriyaki Burgers ! Yoshinoya was very packed.

During supper time, we are lazy to go out to get food. As d Taxis were quite expensive. So we ordered hotel service instead. D food was okay only. But d price was Fantastic. T.T

The 7-11 over there don't sell cigarettes. But they sell Porno megazines and some hot stuffs, like hotpot foods. There was one night I only wore FBT shorts, one sweater and my hotel's slippers down to seven eleven nearby d hotel. It was not that cold actually on that night.

For taxis, when you first got in, the meter read "710yen", for d first 2km. then for d next every 275metres, they charge 90yen.

We bought some food in their food show in d shopping center , something like Takashimaya in Singapore. It was such a joke. I drew Doraemon, arrows pointing to d red bean cake which it loves to eat to show what I'm asking for.

In d end, still get to buy it. It was nice hor b?

Disneyland !! It was fucking awesome ! From day to night, We spent total of SGD$1K + there getting cookies, cellphone straps, glasses with engraving of names, photo frames with engraving of names, Micky bucket full of caramel popcorns, Mickey shaped pizza and other food as well. I love their stuffs so much! Wish to go there again. But, d rides weren't that fun after all, because it was spoken in Japanese which we don't understand. Hence, we didn't really enjoyed d rides. But we enjoyed d place, contented.

Spent d last day of our trip shopping, looking for gifts or souvenirs at Ginza, Shibuya and Shijuku where we are more familiarize with.

2 Gucci's wallets for both my brothers, Coach bag for my mother, 1 Gucci's wallet for me and 1 more for B. Got myself a new Louis Vuitton's belt and a pair of Gucci's jeans.

There was one long-sleeves-T-shirt which I wanted to buy for Daniel Ng, but it was a lil too expensive, tho d designs were quite unique, it cost sgd$138. =.=

Got Aaron pair of jeans, Calvin's Burberry Black label Polo and Khai's Nike shoes.

D rest of them, We bought lots of stuffs from Disneyland as souvenirs. I hope they(especially EUGENE YAP) wouldn't mind? After all, It was only sold in Tokyo's Disneyland.

Captured lots of pictures over there. Total of 853 photos were taken for d whole trip.

I know it's a lil bit too many photos. hahaha! no choice. We brought our Singapore's Kia Su tradition over there with us I guess? =P

Feel free to view it in either my or Elize's Facebook profiles.

I've got lots of things to mention here. But, I'm kinda lazy to type it all out as well.

HAHA.

Okay, Nights all. I'mma gotta rest now.

Goodbye~

will update more about our trip when I've got time. =) Stay tune.

2009-10-25T23:02:00.000-07:00

[ELIZABETH]

[FREDERICK]

ALRIGHT!

2009-10-25T22:22:00.001-07:00

Alright! Now, we're left with 8 hours?

Hmm, was lying on my bed, lazying around.

HAHA! sometimes I tend to sleep a lot.

Hmm, BB ! Are you awake yet ?

Never call and remind me of bringing something huh.

Think you're tired. So, I'll let you off.

Hmm, Yesterday we went to catch a movie at Tiong Bahru Plaza, "The sister's keeper".

I tell you, d two girls beside me, were sniffing and wiping away their tears for d whole film I suppose.

But, it's a nice film.

After don't know how many donkeys weeks and days, finally can watch this film with b. If not, even if we went to come back from Japan, she definitely complain about it. LUCKY~

Uh, everything's packed and ready. Thanks Jie for d insurance yea. =)

Naughty Tristan! You woke me up! hahaha. (actually it's b who woke me up.)

Yesterday so high huh? been singing and talking~ not bad.

I think one day I'll get to understand babies' language. Not joking.

After d movie, I walked so fast to d toilet to end my torture. Then we went to d pasar malam opposite to get d steamed cakes. And Vicky got 12 ! haha. Saw Johnson afterwards, at d bus stop.

He don't recognize me. Yea, I saw you one day in bus 33. I was wearing d same shirt when I saw you yesterday.

Hmm, Alright, nothing to write anymore. I don't wanna use my head too much. Gotta rest and charge up for d next day!

Don't know if I'm able to sleep in d plane. Damn.

Hopefully so.

Okay! Will get some pictures updated here as soon as we returned.

BYEEEEEEEEEE

Take care for those who can't take care of yourselves.

Good night for those who can't sleep well.

GETTING READY FOR JAPAN!

2009-10-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

Now, We're getting ready for our trip! hahahaha ! Got my Jacket, her Gloves, some Sweaters and some undergarments.

Recently, went to get all these stuffs as we are left with 3 days more to our sweet escape.

Hmm, Nandha's, Aaron's and her mother's just passed. Haha! This week is full of birthdays.

Went over to HardRock Cafe to have our dinner. Hmm, Had quite lotsa fun with Tristan and Aerial. =)

Waiting for d day when I understand babies' language.

WA! I just paid off my credit bills. It was 2.996k . -.-

Okay, Gotta save already~

Printed my electronic tickets. (not sure if it works this way)

Hmm, Wondering if We'll have enough time to do all d things which we want to. No choice, if we were to go longer, She's gonna miss her exam tips. Plus, it's not cheap to be there longer.

Omg ! B ! I broke something today. I'm very sorry. It was an accident.

It cracked into half, and inside. half of me wanna go crazy. But, don't worry, it's a small thing tho.

Haiyo! Aaron broke his phone today. LOL ! didn't catch how he did it.

Had a great day with Aaron, Alan, Calvin, Chao, Darren and Ze Wen.

See! I know how to make d sauna warmer. Stupids.

Okay.. Gotta go already. If not Aaron'll be bored to death.

Goodbye all!

.Nights.

CHANGE OF DESTINATION!

2009-10-15T23:27:00.001-07:00

Change of destination guys! WE're not going to Bintan already. Today I woke up and cancelled d reservation for Bintan Lagoon Resort and made new reservation for Ana Intercontinental Tokyo as well as d flight tickets. =)

Wa, end of d month, I'm gonna be broke. hahahaha! Simply charge everything to d card, think should be alright.

Need to get a lil thicker clothes next week. It's 22degree Celsius over there.

D hotel seem nice after all. Hope that B will be happier that we're heading to Tokyo, Japan instead. hahaha I know it's kinda shocking when I just woke up and told you that we're not going to Bintan anymore but Japan instead.

We oughta spend some precious time together right? =)

Okay, gotta get some souvenirs back for sure yea?

Walao, I spent about 45 mins doing all this reservation stuffs. Damn~ Wish that it could be even faster. hahaha!

Gotta shower soon~ and then work.

Okay, BYEEEEEEEEEEE !

See ya next timeeeeeeeeeee !

2009-10-15T10:57:00.000-07:00

"Down"

Baby are you down [x5]

Down, down

Even if the sky is fallin' down

Down, down (oh)

You already know

Tonight is the night to let it go

Put on a show (show, show)

I wanna see how you lose control

So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)

So come on and fly with me

As we make our great escape (escape, escape)

[Chorus:]

So baby don't worry

You are my only

You won't be lonely

Even if the sky is falling down

You'll be my only

Don't need to worry

Baby are you down [x5]

Down, down

Baby are you down [x5]

Down, down

Even if the sky is falling down

Just let it be

Come on and bring your body next to me

I'll take you away (ay)

Time is placing to our private getaway

So leave it behind, cause we have a night to get away (away, away)

So come on and fly with me

As we make our great escape

So why don't we run away

[Chorus]

[Lil Wayne:]

Down like she's suppose to be

She's down for me

Down like her temperature

Cause' tell me she's at no degree

She's cold, over freeze

I got that girl from over seas

Now she's my Miss America

Now can I be her soldier please?

I'm fighting for this girl on the battlefield of love

Got me look like baby cupid

Sending arrows from above

Don't you ever leave the side of me

I'm waiting definitely, not probably

And honestly I'm down like that economy (Yeah)

[Chorus]

2009-10-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

Wa! First time tried wearing a chefs' uniform. So fun!! Two roles in a day. hahaha! Was so happy. wee~ so many foods after d event. Delicious~ Today's event went quite well. 70 pax buffet dinner. hahaha! Kitchen is so slammed that they are late for orders. Luckily, we still managed to survived it.

I walked around in d uniform, looking for any food that are low and fire for more. Cutleries were all sufficient as well as plates. only that food. Sad that many food were left, but happy that many leftovers were there as well. We had our great buffet! hahaha. although food is cold, it's still delicious.

D salad was "finger-licking-good" right? Jack & Daniels? Lost in "scissors-paper-stone" and had to eat brownies mixed with spiced fruits salad plus green tea. @.@ It's not really that bad. Still edible. It's still food you see. But eventually, I threw it away still. hahahahaha!

Soon, next week is her mother's birthday and my third brother's birthday! How are we gonna celebrate? No clue at all.

Hmm, 19th and 27th is coming soon. I gotta prepare my own "syrup" =) teehee~

Y'all will taste d sweetness of me. =P

BB! Sometimes I miss you as well but I didn't show it. It doesn't mean that I don't care. Alright? As I told you, I don't really like to talk on d phone. It makes one speechless sooner or later.

I also wanna spend d night with you. But, I gotta work d next day. So, I don't like to rush home or have to wake up earlier just to prepare for it. You've gotta understand yea. Sorry~

This week's gonna end soon. And, d next is coming. After which, our holidays!

Hope we really enjoy it. No arguments please. hahaha!

Okay, gotta sleep already.

Good night all.

CHANGE OF DATE TO BINTAN.

2009-10-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

Haiyo! WE gotta change our date for our holiday as her lessons date brought forward to Tuesday and Thursday! Really damn pissed because of this. Luckily, I managed to change the date for my reservation in d Bintan Lagoon Resort. IF not, have to pay for 1 full night. Really got lots of obstruction here and there to stop us from going. haha! my mom asked me to go Japan instead. She said that I look like a Japanese boy hence, Japan is a better choice.

I don't mind going Japan tho. But, Financial side is limited. So, I don't think will be changing our destination. I still gotta save money for d other claim from the motors company.

This week is gonna be a super busy week! Thursday 70 pax! wow! But, should be alright. =)

Anyway, We changed our reservation from 13th Oct to 27th Oct. And we'll be returning on 30th Oct. NO MORE CHANGES. ( hopefully )

Went for Ze Wen's and Guang Wei's Chalet on last Saturday and Sunday.

Ze Wen went into hospital due to food poisoning. HAHAHA! LOSER! Greatest Birthday Present is his MC for 2 days from the hospital.

Went Wild Wild Wet with them and had a great fun day. Aaron lack of childhood memories.. Kept asking us to get on the slide again and again. Oh my god, We went up and down for at least 10 times?

Ashley couldn't get on the float!! HAHAHA! When he's trying to sit on it, I threw another float on top of him. Imagine a boar is drowning and then two floats is on top of him.

WA! I dropped one of my balls in Wild Wild Wet with Ashley. D moment we went down the slide, I felt that we ain't touching d ground. We're like flying! And almost over I guess? Shocked but Shiok. hahaha !

After d Chalet, I went to hospital to visit Gabie. Poor him. Was lying on d bed, unable to move around freely. He was talking on d phone with Corine and I overheard all those mushy stuffs. ~.~ But glad that he's still fine. Except for his toes. But that should be alright. Right!? MR MAN?

That's all Dudes and Babes. When I've more time, I'll spend more time on this blog.

Byeeeeeeeee!

SORRY GUYS! FOR THE OVERDUE UPDATE!

2009-10-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

First of all, I shall say that we're really busy with our stuffs. Therefore, we got no time to update this blog. We gotta work and for Fred, I've got lotsa things to do. Needa pay for this and that, this week I'm only working on Fri and Sat so I decided to come and update a lil here and there.

Second, We're going to Bintan next week! From 13th Oct - 16th Oct. Don't miss us guys! It's time to get some private time as we were working too much that we didn't even have time for ourselves. And, of course, before Fred gets his letter for NS!

Thirdly, Elize's sister just came back to Singapore! Not only with her husband but with her baby as well! Quite a naughty baby boy I shall say.. haha! So everybody was busy playing with d baby.

Y'all must be disappointed after waiting for so ages for this blog to be updated. I know, I know. Although sometimes we had time to spare but we spent it elsewhere so in a result, this poor blog wasn't updated till now.

I'm kinda happy because my life is starting to go lucky! This year is a bad year for me but, there will be plenty of lucky years ahead! (hopefully) Got my new card, now finally got to go Bintan after so many disagreements. Tho I've t finish my NS before I can go for MDIS, Diploma in Travel Tourism & Hospitality, still, think that I'm still young by then. haha! No choice.

From here, I would like to wish Aaron Ng, Calvin Wong, Quek Ze Wen & Guang Wei : Happy 17th Birthday! Damn! I spent my money in advance for y'all presents. Damn you Aaron! You and your girl, Sinead cheated me of my money! Thought that y'all brought money with you. Anyway, never mind, I'm not so calculative. Just 20% interest and 6days duration for the money to be paid. =P

Woohoo, O'level is coming! Both Elize's friends & Fred's friends are all preparing for their O's. Busy~Busy~ Work hard y'all ! I know my class miss me very much for sure yea? (Fred)

I went back to Henderson Secondary School for the Graduation Day. But, I didn't went into d hall as they were in there. I didn't wanna see their faces. Tho it was partly my fault, you oughta be more kind! You should think of why I didn't speak up my problems to you. Do you really think you oughta know bout it? Who would wanna tell all their problems truthfully to people they not really close with? It's different you see.. And we wouldn't wanna share something private with another person. Nobody likes to publish their own problems and let everyone know. Isn't it? But, no regrets after I left d School. Even if I got no O'level Cert, Comon' I can get other Certs as well. Go back Henderson? Come to think of it, I hate d life in Henderson. So, no thank you! =) Things aren't as easy as what you think and not everything can be compared.

One's best success comes after their greatest disappointments.

- Henry Ward Beecher

Thank you Ms Quah for your photo. This is my last Class photo. Haha!

Okay, Gotta go already.

Good night all

Study hard for your O's ! but never too hard and please, study smart.

Wishing y'all to pass your O's with good grades.

*天份加努力等于天才 - 谢爵匡

2009-05-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

After she got on the plane, I didn't go up to her place, not as often as I did before.

Her mother even asked me why she don't see me going up already. I'm speechless. The only reason is that I'll not see her up there anyway.

After the painful flight, I spent my days in the Philippines mostly on the laptop. talking to him of course.

We spent the whole month away from each other on the laptop, on video calls, filling each other's heart.

Each time that we weren't talking on the laptop, I would look at our picture together.

I still remember how I rushed home everyday just to be on time to talk to her online and see her on webcam. Still remember when I went out with Wee Long and the rest, after we ate, I said I needa rush home to be online because she was waiting. There's was one night, Aaron came along and he was supposed to come over my place and stay. After we had our supper at Lao Pa Sat, I immediately took a cab home with Aaron and turn on my laptop once I got home.

After I flew from Manila to London, I told everyone there bout him, I've never talked bout any guy like I did bout him to anyone. One day, it just crossed my mind that I really truly did like him for sure, then I turned to Jie and said "Jie, I see Frederick and I, going into a relationship, a long term one". it kinda surprised her, me saying that. I counted the days till I know I'll see him again.

we questioned one another bout the day that she'll return, will it be awkward, funny or normal? haha.

I waited all along for her return while talking to her almost everyday on webcam. There was this once, she somehow was listening to what I was saying, I thought she was just guessing what I was saying. In the end, We can actually talk to each other. I didn't realized at first but it was just really soft so i had to use my iPod's earpiece and hold my laptop close to my face, while talking to her.

While he was ordering Macs on the phone one time, I realized I could actually hear him talking. From then on, we started talking instead of typing. I wanted to see if I really did like him one time and I decided I should just ignore him for a few days and it was pretty torturing. I kept wondering from time to time, what made me like him because all the other guys that I've liked before were all very different from him.

Those days which she said she wasn't free to come online really dampened my feelings and made me sad as I thought that we'll be talking everyday, but still I did get to talk to her the following day or so. =) I was Glad that I could actually contact her somehow because when she was at the airport, leaving singapore, I wasn't sure how to contact her. But, luckily there's MSN!

I was happy to be on my flight back to Singapore, with my hair all done up and face filled with make-up, not because of him! I was going for Prom that's why. I was thinking bout the days on the laptop, on webcam and my holiday all ending like waking up from a dream. And also fearing, what it would be like to be seeing him face-to-face again.

I went all around London, spent my birthday in Spain all at the same time with him in my mind.

When I arrived at the airport, I was already late. she told me that the plane arrives at 6:15p.m. but I arrived at 6:30p.m. ! I was panicking and lost when I saw the departure board saying the plane had arrived and she was nowhere to be seen. At first, I was planning to give her a kiss as she walks out of the departure hall. But, I just couldn't bring myself to do it because we haven't really got into a relationship yet. I called her a few times and finally, she picked up the phone, telling me that she saw me. I was waiting outside for her to walk out. As she walked out, she gave me a hug, I was quite stiff when i hugged her back.

My flight landed 15minutes late and I was wondering if he waited too long and left or if he didn't come at all but as soon as the plane landed, I rushed to the departure hall. And damn it, I was late for Prom as well and my baggage took forever to come out. I saw him standing there, while I waited for my baggage and I knew he couldn't see me because of his small eyes. As I walked out of the departure hall, I knew it, I felt it! It was that awkward feeling so we said "hi" and I just leaned over to give him a little squeeze. I rushed to look for a toilet to get changed into my dress for prom while he passed me a little black paper bag saying its my belated birthday gift. Honestly, I felt intimidated to open it. I opened it and he took it from me to put in on for me. I got changed and we hopped onto the cab, headed to chevrons. In the cab, I gave him a peck on his cheek.

Before I even bought her, her birthday gift, I asked Huiru to be my model for that day. We went to Takashimaya to buy the necklace, I went into several shops before I decided on that one as the rest didn't really attract me. And so, Finally I bought the Chanel necklace for her, Thanks to Huiru, It turned out to be a nice one! And not to forget, Aaron accompanied me that day too. When I passed it to her, I helped to put it on her. When we got into the cab, I asked her for a kiss and she really gave me one on my right cheek, I was surprised actually, as I wasn't expecting a kiss from her as I was just joking actually. In the end, I went back to her place with her luggage alone, helped her packed a little and then I went to Telok Blangah Crescent for some funeral.

2009-05-14T12:33:00.000-07:00

It all started with Wee long taking me to supper every night at his friend's place, that's when i met HER...

It was the period of time where 10p.m was always bedtime for me. One night, I decided to push my bedtime after my mom told me about Wee Long's FRIEND.

I didn't quite bother getting to know Her until her mother introduced us to one another. As the days went pass, I often go to Her place with/without Wee long.

There was this certain thing about Him that made me want to get to know Him but to me, it didn't seem like he give a shit. The times when Wee long wasn't around, it seem only right that i should try to talk to Him and of course at the same time, trying my luck.

It was the downpour after having supper at Leng Kee that made us feel this certain connection between US.

I asked Her if she want to run in the rain with me. We reached her place only to find out Wee Long is not coming anymore. I felt like i was deserted by him. Her mother asked me to stay over that night due to the heavy downpour.

At the point of time, when he looked at me and asked me if i want to run with him under the rain, it felt like cotton candy falling from the sky like lil raindrops and everything felt so sweet.

It didn't felt right for me to stay I wasn't close with them. Her mother asked me to shower as i was drenched from the rain and told me to go sleep beside Nicholas after.

While he was in the shower, I took the chance trying to impress him by drying his shirt. Next thing I knew, He K.O. already.

I was actually half awake when she came in the room to place my stuffs on the table. I peeked a lil bit and slept after that.

I woke up to this message,

"If you wake up and my mom is still sleeping, your tower is outside the toilet, there is food in the kitchen, your stuffs are on the table. The key to the gate is on the dining table and there are umbrellas hanging on the gate. elize."

I woke up, brushed my teeth, showered and went out with Her mother and Nicholas to Anchor Point for groceries and we had dessert, while messaging her the whole time.

I was missing him the whole day at work while trying to make my last day at work a happy one with my colleagues. After work, I gave myself the excuse to go home to shower first because all the food on me, hoping to see him there at my place.

I went home to get changed and after that, I went to her place again with Wee Long to decorate the christmas tree. We were playing with the christmas ornaments. Meanwhile, I was missing her.

I left the house upset that he wasn't there while I went to johnson's chalet. The whole time I was there, I was missing him.

After three days, we finally met up..

I went shopping with Wee Long. And, I was thinking that I should get her a present for christmas. Then, I started asking Wee Long for some ideas and I thought that since it will be winter where she is going, I might as well get her a scarf. After shopping, we decided to go Cineleisure's shokudo to eat and i asked her if she wanted to come.

He asked me out in the midst of our text messaging for the past three days and i was surprised that he would ask me out so soon. so I asked if it was just the both of us. And he said no, Wee Long as well. Met them at Cineleisure and as we were sitted at the table at Shokudo, I was stucked with a decision to sit beside Wee Long or Frederick. And I thought since I'm left handed, I always sit on the left corner of the table. So I just went ahead and sat beside Frederick and I saw a smirk smile on Wee Long's face.

I was waiting for a chance to pass her the christmas gift i bought for her. And when I passed it to her, She opened her eyes, big, giving me that shocked look.

Not long after sitting down, he passed me a shopping bag and said it was early christmas gift. I was really surprised, it wasn't something I expected so I asked if I could open it. When I opened it, I saw a black scarf, just what I needed. immediately I felt the warm.

I didn't really talk much with her as I was a lil shy even though we've been messaging all this while.

After the meal, I went to smoke with Wee Long and Ah Ben. And after the ciggarette break, I went to iShop with her to get a rubber cover for my iPod.

After all that walking, shopping and dinner, we took a cab back to my place while they waited for their friends to give them a ring. After they left, we started texting again. I decided to ask him a question, and that's where I started to find out...

She've been asking me questions, I answered everything honestly, didn't want to keep anything from her. =) But, when i was kinda drunk, i accidentally type wrong message and sent it to her, resulting in misunderstanding. What's more, she mistook one of my wallpaper as another thing.

After asking him that question, I felt like I was being used but I tried to play along. I pretended I didn't bother but secretly I felt hurt. Vicky took my phone and called him, asking him to explain things while i hid myself in my room.

I unintentionally sent her a message which i misspelled and made her upset. It was very confusing at first cause I didn't really get what Vicky was trying to tell me, only after Vicky reminded me then did i realize that i missed out a word in the message i sent her that caused the misunderstanding. I felt like i need to explain things face to face so i went up her place to clear things up.

He unexpectedly turned up at my place and my mom said we should talk things out so we walked to Leng Kee and talked. He filled me in with the missing bit which made me confused.

I filled her in with every details about me and she finally understood. After we ate, we walked back to her place and continued to talk. I realized she's leaving in approximately 24 hours. This means that I've less than 24 hours to spend with her.

As we ate, walked and talked, I realized that I'm missing him more and more even though he is right beside me. I was very relunctant to leave the next day because I thought all along my flight departs on the 14th but actually it departs on the 12th.

The next day, I went to her place with Wee Long to spend more time with her. While she was packing her luggage, she started crying and i threw a packet of tissue to her. I didn't go in the room because I felt awkard. After packing, We all went to Monkey's Cafe, we walked to wisma and took a cab home. Went back her place and everyone was tired and Gabie suggested that we should play Monopoly. So, Me, Wee Long and Gabie started playing Monopoly till morning.

I felt upset while packing cause I was just not prepared to leave. After Monkey's Cafe, I continued to pack till morning while the guys played Monopoly. Gabie left, Frederick and Wee Long decided to nap for awhile, while i got ready. We left for the airport and had breakfast, we decided to take a picture together at that photo booth.

We had our breakfast at the airport, it is not delicious but it is meaningful. We had Chicken Pie, Oreo Cheesecake, Beef Pie. I made a severette-rose for her. After taking the photos, we bid farewell to her and my nightmare starts, missing her every day and every night. I tried to edit one of the photos, and it turned out to be ugly. so Anita helped me instead. but, still, not perfected.

After I got on the plane, I was still texting him till the air stewardess came up to me tellling me that I have to switch off my phone. At that point of time, it felt like a person dying and the police coming up to you, telling you, you can't say your last word.